Thursday, May 21, 2009

Thing 5 - Image Generators



I've played with Typogenerator before, on long boring night shifts while working for that big international insurance company everyone loves to hate these days.

It's fun, but again, nothing new to me. This North Texas 23 really is for überN00bs...where do they think we've been, in a cave for the past 9 years or something?

Oh, and, just because I can, let me say, RDA SUX!

Thing 2, part 2, item 2

The last item on the thing 2 list is:

2) John Blyberg blog post here.

Meh; strikes me as more Lib/Web 2.0 boosterism; lots of sizzle and not a lot of steak. Yes, I've seen cool things at the Texas Library Association that are Web 2.0-ish and have potential for libraries. Neat little collaborative projects in the local community, etc, etc. Good things to take note of, be aware of, stay abreast of.

I've said before myself that I'm really excited about Open Source for ILSes, and eager to see what effect Koha and Evergreen will have on the marketplace. Putting control over ILS development back in the hands of librarians(catalogers) is a good sign and a good thing I can see coming out of Web 2.0 as translated into Libr 2.0; True dat.

I know some libraries have successfully hosted "gaming in libraries"; I still view it as a questionable use of resources and not convinced it's something we should necessarily be behind.

You can also do Libr 2.0 horribly, horribly wrong. At a nearby institution of Higher Ed, it is standing policy that if a book is available as an ebook, it will be collected *only* in ebook format; End result? The shelves look increasingly unappealing, filled only with "old" books. Some administrators claim this is mere "misperception" on the part of our users but I disagree. This is the WRONG way to do Libr 2.0, and I'll tell you why.

Ebooks have their place in academic library settings, especially in weighty reference materials never meant to be read straight through, or for items that are high demand, high circulation, or to expand your collection to cover subject areas you otherwise would not collect in based on your curriculum. It's like a value added bonus. It does not give you an excuse to stop collecting the latest monographs in print in your core content areas. If your shelves are perceived as only containing "old/outdated" information, your clients will judge your whole library on that basis and your support will fall off. You can have the most amazing ebook collection in the state, but if your physical collection looks like it hasn't been updated since the late 1980s...you're in trouble. In politics, perception is everything. Keeping support for libraries and library funding is very much an exercise in political economy. Out of sight, out of mind. You HAVE to keep bringing in SHINY NEW MONOGRAPHS to put in your patron's faces. Despite what the techno-boosters would have you believe, people DO still LOVE books, still associate BOOKS *strongly* with LIBRARIES, and we fail to serve them when we don't live up to their expectations. Yes, print journals are increasingly online only, for good reason, and I have no serious objection to that. But monographs, that is, sustained discursive prose in a bound codex, remains to my mind the backbone of a real and genuine education.

There are some that claim this view is out of date, the millennials won't accept it, blah blah blah. Hogwash. I've got a colleague who is a History scholar, with an emphasis in "Conflict studies" (a bit more nuanced than "Military History"), and he can tell you first hand about so-called "New Scholars" who clearly have relied only on internet and online resources and seem never to have lifted a book from a library shelf in their lives; The result? Scholarship that is shallow, facile, superficial, and keeps annoyingly "re-inventing the wheel", which makes the real experts alternately groan, laugh, and want to cry out in despair. I've encouraged my friend to publish on this topic in article or book form, but he ruefully observed that the people who most need to read his debunking would never get exposed to it unless it was available in electronic format. "It's like they discover fire anew, everyday", my friend observed, with a quiet *facepalm*.

Yes, I've seen the budgetary figures, I know now that libraries spend much much more on electronic journal subscriptions than on monograph collections, but this doesn't tell the whole story of what libraries are and what they are (or ought to be) about.
If you don't weed or keep your physical collection up the date, not even the latest technoglitz will give people enough reason to darken your doorstep. They'll just head on down to the Apple Store instead. Web 2.0 can surely deliver us great "value added" products and services to enhance our core mission, but if we ever turn our back on said core mission, with idiotic policies like "Let them Eat E-Books, Whether They Like It Or Not, One Size Fits All", then we're sunk and beyond hope.

Part of the reason I got let go from my first library job was because I cared to much about the state of the physical collection and ordered a lot of new books. My then director was mostly miffed at the cataloging backlog this created and only saw it as a problem and added headache; She didn't see any positive benefit at all, but the students did, as well as some faculty, who remarked on the high quality and "interestingness" (to borrow a Flickr buzzword) of all the new titles coming in.
Needless to say, my Director won out and I was shown the door. Again, this is the wrong way to do Libr 2.0!

Luckily, the physical collection where I presently work is in much better shape, and it helps my morale that the building I work in actually looks like a library is supposed to look like. The Reference staff are much more friendly and approachable here than in my first job, and they genuinely care about our physical as well as electronic resources.

Anyway, I look forward to finishing the North Texas 23 Things, even though a lot of these things I've already explored on my own for a few years already, pre-dating my career as a librarian. This post concludes my discussion of Thing 2. Apologies again for getting a little out of order. I knew I would have more to say on this Thing than on the others, so I appreciate your indulgence of my detour.

In support of the Campus Personal Protection Act

The following video presentation is my creation and my own personal opinion and does not necessarily reflect the opinion of my employer or the State of Texas.



I also did a "Read" poster on Flickr once, holding a hardcover copy of Kates & Kleck's book ARMED in one hand, and my Ruger Mk II in the other. I'd like to re-do it with a more practical carry piece (I didn't own anything but that target pistol when I first made that image), and maybe a different book.

I'm a Librarian who supports the entire Bill of Rights, including the 2nd Amendment.
I'm in the ACLU and the NRA and TSRA, as well as the Texas Freedom Network.

A slightly vulgar Haiku....

Fuck I have to pee;
So quickly fills my bladder.
Goddamn Diet Coke.

(Describes a commonplace workday situation more than I'd like to admit)

Thing 2, Part One

Ok, ok, some brief thoughts on the articles and video content for Thing 2 of the North Texas 23 Things....

1) Video, Stephen Abram, who is Vice-President of Innovation at Sirsi-Dynix.

Lots of glittering generalities; does some name dropping, but unless you know what he's talking about re: the dropped names, and are "in the know", you are left asking yourself, whiskey tango foxtrot, over? Guess I have to google that stuff to learn more of the context.

3) Read this webpage about Web 2.0 (link)
Good overview of Web 2.0, though no specific mention of the use of Web 2.0 in Libraries; this you have to infer, using your own imagination. I dunno, I guess you could "tweet" overdue notices and "your book is now in", hold-for-pick up notices; If you used an open-source ILS like Koha, I bet you could customize it to do these tweets automatically rather than make a circ clerk do it manually. There, how's that for Lib 2.0 thinking and innovation? But I'm just a dumb Aggie, what do I know...

4) Watch the video on this page (link)


Yeah, it was pretty good, but at the end I found myself asking, in German, "Na, und?" (Yes, and...?); Tried to "think about Lib 2.0" as I watched, as the frame for the link suggests, but came up kinda blank. I also dispute its characterization of text vs. digital text just a little bit. "Regular Text is linear"; uh, no, it doesn't have to be. I was doing "hypertext" linking with my World Book Encyclopedia set as a young lad in the early 1980s, jumping from article to article as this and that caught my fleeting interest. I was reading "Which Way?" Books long before Hypertext started; Back in graduate school I laughed at "hypertextuality" in a PoMo course and even bought my professor a cheap paperback copy of a YA "Which way?" book and plopped it on his desk and said "there---Hypertextuality. Direct your own narrative. Not new."

Since I've already read 3 outta 4, I'll go ahead and read the essay @ #2, and comment on it in a separate post a bit later on.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Flickr's internal "Net Nanny"


I posted this photo to my Flickr account. The original title I gave it was Yomiko, Cataloger Bad Ass. Evidently this cheeky title was enough to get the image tagged as "unsafe", and irony of ironies, I cannot add the image to ANY of my librarian-related photo pools, and only ONE of my anime groups. That is ironic beyond words.

I've renamed it Yomiko, Cataloger?, but that did not appease the Flickr gods. None of my tags are remotely offensive, but this is now a marked image, it is "dangerous" and "subversive" and not ready for prime time. The skirt of this statuette is actually removable, but I don't intend to ever confirm this personally. I know I'm sliding from mere Anime fan towards Otaku with this acquisition, but I promise it's my one and only statuette, and I think she's perfect for a librarian to own, wouldn't you agree?

UPDATE: I tried re-uploading the raw source file with an innocuous name and minimal tagging, but Flickr still flagged it as "not safe". Go figure. Yomiko is just too hot to handle, I guess...more woman than Flickr knows what to do with.

Thing 4 : Flickr Mashup 3

Still goofing around...

ImageChef.com - Custom comment codes for MySpace, Hi5, Friendster and more

Yo soy un atheo. No creo en Dios. Pienso que no hay dioses/as. Las religiones del mundo estan mentiras fabulosas.

Thing 4: Flickr Mashup 2



Ok, let's give this another shot, hope it works.

That's one of my High School NJROTC self-portraits, "Warholized". Cool.

Thing 4: Flickr Mashup?

J J Letter R

I bet I didn't do this right...

Actually, Holy crap, that looks cool!!

Thing 3: Flickr

Posting for that North Texas 23 Things.

I know, I know, I'm jumping around. Thing 2 was on Web 2.0, and I don't feel like ranting about that just yet.

Basically, Thing 3 asks you to either poke around Flickr and blog about your impressions, or go crazy and start your own Flickr account.

Yeah, again, been there, done that.

I even have a paid account, so I can have more photos online and no restrictions on uploads. Totally worth it.


NEXT!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Howdy fellow NT 23 participants.

I've decided to go ahead and participate in the North Texas 23 Web 2.0 learning workshop doo-hickey.

Details here:

First thing of the 23 things was...guess what...set up a BLOG!

Yeah, been there, done that, NEXT!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Taking a few potshots @ a couple of Educause articles.

I felt the need to post a few off-the-cuff responses to a couple of recent articles published in Educause, relating to Higher Education.

The first one is called A Seismic shift in epistemology by Chris Dede.

The second is Business cards for the future by Joshua Kim and Barbara Knauff, both Learning Technologists aspiring to become "Educational Change Agents".

Picking a few nits of my own; Dede first:

>>In this Classical perspective, experts with substantial credentials in academic fields and disciplines seek new knowledge through formal, evidence-based argumentation, using elaborate methodologies to generate findings and interpretations. Premier reference sources, such as the Encyclopedia Britannica, and curricular materials, such as textbooks, embody “authenticated” knowledge as compiled by experts and transmitted to learners. Epistemologically, a single-right-answer is believed to underlie each phenomenon, even though experts may not yet have developed a full understanding of the systemic causes that provide an accurate interpretation of some situations.<<

No, No, No, Wrong. What a simplistic caricature of “classical” knowledge. Can you say “Strawman”?

“Single-right-answer” epistemology is what underlies standardized tests
& the like and has been the bane of educators for some time, rightly pointed out & sharply criticized by Neil Postman and Charles Weingartner, et. al. since the late 1960s.

More nits:

>>In contrast, the Web 2.0 definition of “knowledge” is collective agreement about a description that may combine facts with other dimensions of human experience, such as opinions, values, and spiritual beliefs<<

So Web 2.0 = fuck Occam’s razor?

Really??!

And as if moral/social values never colored research before the advent of the web.

What a parody.

Even the selection (or non selection) of certain facts to weave into a narrative betrays a value judgment. It’s inescapable.
And doesn’t require Web 2.0, either.

Dede quote:
>>Advocates for a Web 2.0 view of knowledge, expertise, and learning would challenge each of these three precepts of formal education. Many have documented politically motivated inaccuracies in textbooks, including biases against minorities and women, interpretations that privilege the perspective of the dominant subculture, and omissions of material about the contributions and interpretations of diverse groups, such as people of color. Experts may sometimes “speak truth to power,” but too often “experts” are anointed, funded, and rewarded to provide rationales for politically expedient actions. <<

Many who are not “Web 2.0 Advocates” (whatever that means) have been doing the same for years with old fashioned BOOKS and primary sources, too. Howard Zinn, James Lowen come readily to mind.

Web 2.0 doesn’t have a corner on the market for revisionist corrective.

As for the last point about Experts being anointed, funded….yeah, again, nothing new here. Well noted problem, didn’t require Web 2.0 to see it.

Geeze, Chomsky & Hermann’s Manufacturing Consent has been in print…how long now??

Neil Postman was attacking the same deficiencies in the “Classical Model” since before ARPANET really kicked off.

I admit, I’ve got mixed feelings about Postman’s proposals in Teaching as a subversive activity and, for all its shortcomings, I can’t say I haven’t gotten some mileage out of “traditional” learning, at least at the Post-secondary level (i.e. lecture courses, etc), as I’ve already discussed. I think Postman's revolutionary proposals were correctly aimed at Primary and Secondary Education. It's just that there isn't the political will to implement them.

Quote:

>> the response of most educators is to ignore or dismiss this epistemological clash. Many faculty force students to turn off electronic devices in classrooms; instead, students could be using search tools to bring in current information and events related to the class discussion<<

They could indeed, but in point of fact they’re often SCREWING AROUND AND NOT PAYING ATTENTION/NOR DOING WHAT THEY’RE SUPPOSED TO DO.

Reasonable people can agree/disagree over how much this (student’s inattention) is the fault of the teacher/professor. It often is, especially in a secondary ed setting. I have more sympathy towards Secondary ed students rammed through our school system, especially with the greater number of standardized tests they get hit with these days. One Left critic of the No Child Left Behind Act that I know derides it mockingly as the “No Child Left Alone” act. I get where Postman is coming from in Teaching as a subversive activity, or at least I think I do.

College students I have much less sympathy for; In college, you submit to lectures from people who are much smarter and better read than you. You have to pay attention this time because the final isn’t going to be multiple guess like in High School, it will be essay-based. You have to express yourself, support your arguments factually, etc, and can’t expect to be able to BS your way through it. Those are the rules, you’re paying to be here, nobody put a gun to your head, and if you don’t like it, get the hell out. The rest of us don’t have time for your whiny, self-important b*llshit.

It’s too bad Postman passed away in 2003, I would’ve loved to have gotten his take on Web 2.0 advocates promoting his ideas/criticism as their own but adding the high tech “Twist” to everything. Building a Bridge to the 18th Century was good, don’t get me wrong…I guess Neil would’ve ultimately said something like “everything you criticize about real, existing US secondary and post-secondary ed has merit, but it isn’t high technology alone that will get you out of this mess. Sometimes unplugging is the right move; slowing down, listening & talking is the right move.”

Why do I sometimes feel like I was the only one who actually enjoyed my traditional upper-level history lecture courses?

I really liked the way Dr. C.D. put together a lecture on Early Modern Europe, it was engaging and interesting to listen to. I also took his Russian history to 1890 class, and had had him for World Civ I (ancient civilizations like the Hittites, etc). Dr. C.D. is one awesome lecturer and I hope he's still going strong at TAMU. He made me refined history buff that I became.

Even the token TAMU hardcore Marxist Dr. R. got more and more interesting the closer we got to the 20th century (his lectures on Medieval and Renaissance culture were bloody awful to sit through, though). He started making more sense and becoming irresistible to listen to from about the French Revolution onward; We had to read excerpts of the Marx-Engels Reader from that class and after years of knee-jerk badmouthing Marxism that I learned from being a militant, clueless young Reaganite, when confronted with Marx face to face, I found I had no serious objections to what he was writing/saying by in large, and that was deeply unsettling back then.

It was my getting a "C" in my Senior History seminar that convinced me more than anything that I wasn't cut out for grad school in history, though. Though I soon found out I really wasn't cut out for literary studies after my first few seminars at Rice U, either (I wrote too much like a historian and had to re-train to write/think like a lit-crit person, which was painful. I've since gone back to writing in "Historical" mode, since that's the way I'm most comfortable with).

I admit, I can see in hindsight why my senior seminar professor thought my final paper sucked, but I really couldn't piece together how to make it better, either.

I like lecture courses because I like to sit and listen to what smart people who have read a hell of a lot more than me actually have to say, to give ME more things to think about than I would otherwise come up with on my own.
That's not passive--it's still interactive!

Higher Ed works, or at least worked well enough for me, and I don't want to see it f*cked with.

On to Knauff and Kim, quote:

>>We understand that in pushing for a new model of postsecondary educational
delivery, we are taking a stand against the old model of faculty-centric, lecture based courses. We are challenging a system that has worked very well for many
stakeholders and institutions for many years.<<

Including yours truly.

>>We firmly believe, however, that change is inevitable, primarily because
new cohorts of students steeped in the norms of knowledge creation, information
abundance, and constant communication and collaboration will no longer
accept the traditional lecture model,<<

There's an old fashioned word for people who come to college and refuse to accept the traditional lecture model...what is it now...um...oh yes, we called them

College dropouts.

Anyway, do continue...


>>in which they are passive receptacles of scarce knowledge.<<

It isn't PASSIVE, as I clarified above.

>>Learning/instructional technologists will have an essential role to
play in the transition to a more participatory model of higher education.<<

Go work your magic at the Primary and Secondary levels and leave Higher Ed alone, please.

Secondary and Primary Ed in the United States are deeply flawed, especially the culture of standardized testing, but I don't know that a techno-fix is necessarily the answer.

The main problem with Higher Ed is so many students coming to college woefully unprepared and underprepared for college level work, plus the cultural ethic that everyone who is successful must go to college; the biggest pervasive mythology is that you can study whatever you like in college and still come out and do whatever you want so long as you set your mind to it. True enough for trust fund babies attending Ivy League schools perhaps, but not for your average middle and working class student attending the nearest State U.

If I had grown up under the German system of Higher Education, where my education was state funded rather than on the backs of my parents, who knows what I might have become. As a 5th year senior, I took my last advanced math class, a pre-cal class. For the first time in my life, I scored a 100%, on my final exam no less. For the first time in my life, I actually felt like I had a grasp of mathematics, and was no longer terrified of the subject. But that was the end of my math requirement, and it was not financially feasible for me to press forward in mathematics, even though I was developing a desire to do so. I later took a research methods class in Library school that was very statistics oriented and it darn near killed me, having to resurrect those long forgotten math skills, but I did finally "bootstrap" my way to an A- (after first having to take an incomplete to have more time to work on the class). Many of the problems of Higher Ed are structural like this, not because of a lack of technology in Higher Ed.

Open inquiry models, where the teacher is facilitator and guide and lets the students pursue their own interests and mostly asks Socratic questions...that sort of experimentation belongs at the Secondary level and below. Neil Postman offers a challenge to all teachers who think they know something to please write a book about it. Well, many college level instructors have done just that. They've earned the right to be a talking head, the sage on the stage, and some of us want to hear what they have to say.

No actual lecture course I've ever enjoyed sitting through was ever as passive as these newer theorists would have you believe. It may not work at the secondary and primary levels, fair enough. But it does work in Higher Ed, along with reading books and articles (yes, sometimes online) and writing and basing arguments on evidence and research, subjected to relentless peer review and criticism. A pursuit of Truth does not mean "looking for the one Right Answer" as Dede mistakenly conflates it, and which would make Neil Postman do a proverbial "facepalm".

Friday, April 10, 2009

Headine: Bills Favoring (Concealed) Guns on Campus Advance in 2 States

From Today's Inside Higher Ed:
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Bills Favoring Guns on Campus Advance in 2 States

Legislation to permit those registered to carry concealed weapons to carry them on college campuses is advancing in Missouri and Texas. In Texas, the House Public Safety Committee has now approved a measure that appears to have the support of a majority in the House of Representatives, The Houston Chronicle reported. In Missouri, the House of Representatives voted Thursday to lift a ban on carrying concealed weapons on campuses, KOMU News reported. In both states, legislators favoring concealed weapons on campus say that students would be safer if they could respond to a threat. But in both states, some legislators and most campus safety experts say that guns pose unique dangers on campuses, where students are not necessarily mature and may be tempted to use firearms while drunk. In the words of Missouri Rep. Chris Kelly: "College boys love things that go boom. What we don't need is beer and college boys and firearms."

http://www.insidehighered.com/news/2009/04/10/qt#196182
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*Aggie Librarian does the Happy Dance*

Hot damn, that's a news item I'm glad to see. Earlier in the week I got a broadcast email from a library colleague who noted the faculty senate was discussing this legislation and what our university's response would be; She asked for all staff who supported the measure to email her. I did so. May have been alone in doing so, and I hope not, but I stated that I fully support this legislation.

Of course, the Hoplophobia is running high in the comments section of Inside Higher Ed; One even mixes it with conspiracy theory, saying it's a clandestine assault in the ongoing war against public education in Texas. While I would agree with the poster that higher education funding IS under assault, as are science standards in the public schools (both situations I deplore), legalizing CHLs to be able to exercise their constitutional right on campus as well as off is a GOOD thing. These measures have failed in other states, but according to the Houston Chronicle article, this bill has a good chance of passing in the Texas Legislature, and I for one am thrilled. Why should Utah's state universities enjoy more constitutional liberties than we do in Texas? Last I checked the headlines, the blood was not flowing in the streets around the Harrold ISD school district in Texas either (Harrold ISD made the decision to allow teachers with CHLs to carry concealed while on duty if they want to).

Of course, the tired old Canard about 'drunken frat boys with gunz' is getting tossed around again. Texas has had concealed carry on the books since 1994, and has seen a reduction in the crime rate. Expanding concealed carry to state colleges and universities is highly unlikely to coincide with a wave of violent crimes on campus, any more than the original passage of Concealed Carry back in 1994.

It's already a crime for a CHL to consume alcohol while carrying, and it's illegal for a CHL to enter a premises that derives 51% or more of its sales from alcohol purchases, legally defined as a "Bar". Campus carry won't change those provisions.
Reckless gun use is still a crime and would continue to be a crime. It is a crime to fail to properly conceal in Texas. A Texas CHL must currently be 21 years or older to possess a handgun or even buy handgun ammo. Career criminals frequently carry guns that it is already illegal for them to possess--they don't give a damn about piss-ant "weapons" charges; these are thugs who are intent on much worse. Prohibitionist laws impact only the law-abiding like me. If someone tries to launch a murderous rampage in my library, the only thing I can currently do is try to escape the building as fast as I can, hide in the stacks, or under my desk, or (literally) throw a book at said hypothetical gunman. OED vs. Gun...not the best odds of survival. Gun vs. Gun...raises my chances to about 50%-50%, give or take, depending on the tactical situation. And if I survive that encounter by stopping the threat, then I save not only my own life but potentially dozens more.

This law, if passed, would also mean that many of our non-traditional age commuter students could legally carry a pistol in their purses or on their persons and have a better chance of surviving a violent attack or preventing rape altogether. My university is traditionally majority women, and was for most of its history a single sex school for women only. I can only hope with time that the injustice of disarming citizens 18-20 years old will only become more glaringly obvious if the Campus Protection Act passes the Texas Legislature. But in any case, for the graduate student coming to campus for night classes after work and staying in the library until closing time doing research, not to mention library staff (who are also mainly female) that have to close up around midnight to go home, our campus will be that much safer after this law is passed.

The main thing I would benefit from is convenience in my after-hours routines, if I'm wanting to drop by campus to either get a little work done or use the ATM in the student union. Since normally outside of work I carry virtually everywhere permitted by law always, if I do need to swing by campus I have to make a point of going home first to disarm and then heading back disarmed to campus so that I can legally enter campus buildings without breaking the law. Current law is stupid, but I still obey it because I'm a law-abiding citizen. The existing law inconveniences only me, not the career criminal, who ignores it and actually favors restrictions on good citizens like me, because it makes me a more compliant/easy victim for them to attack.

I am sort of agnostic with respect to the Open Carry debate. In principle, I have no opposition to OC. In practice, I think it would still freak out way too may people. Even if OC were legal in Texas, I would still prefer concealment as my personal choice, and most definitely in a work setting. In a legalized OC world, I might OC if I were, say, out riding a bike (where effective concealment could be a real pain in the *ss--literally), or maybe stepping outside to take out the trash (nowadays I just slip a .22 LR "mousegun" in the pocket of my cargo shorts, which i otherwise store in its case near my bathtub).

I think we will get to OC eventually, but it could take a few more years or even a decade. I would also be ok with getting there via baby-steps, starting with licensed OC first. OC with a "Texas militia badge" embossed with Sam Houston's face, our state's most famous militia leader, to be worn on the gun belt in plain view with a shape distinctive enough to NOT be mistaken for a LEO but to be clearly identified as "good guy", Joe Citizen. Only to be worn when OC-ing, too.
Some people think there should be badges for CHLs who do carry concealed but I strongly oppose THAT. It defeats the point of--carrying concealed, e.g. the element of surprise that keeps criminals less sure who can fight back, which in turn keeps us all safer.

Anyway, I'm delighted that Missouri already passed their law, and I hope Texas is able to follow suit very soon. Once it's law, I think it would be political suicide for an Texas Democrat to push to repeal it. People don't like to give up new freedom once they gain it and get to enjoy and exercise those freedoms.

Any campus shooting is a tragedy, and also a "Black Swan" event. But as the old saying goes in the gun rights community, better to have your gun and not need it than to need it and not have one. Just because a wreck is statistically unlikely doesn't mean you should not wear your seatbelt.

It also occurred to me walking to my car today that the prohibitionist logic runs something like this: Because rape is a horrible crime, and because all men are at least potential rapists via 'date rape', and because pedophiles walk among us, then ALL SEX SHOULD BE BANNED. FOR THE CHILDREN'S SAKE, naturally. Clamp down on sex offenders by making everyone a sex offender, in other words (*facepalm*).

The exact same "logic" (i.e. illogic) is operating when it comes to campus gun bans or gun banning in general (like in those islands off the coast of Europe formerly known as Great Britain--and sadly the Republic of Ireland, who darn well should know better, as should my ancestral Scotland, who got to experience firearms confiscations in 1715 and 1745). Such laws don't deter criminals and only harass and harm the law-abiding.

Other states are actually ahead of Texas (Utah, Alaska, Vermont) but we're finally starting to live up to our Lone Star Image in the popular imagination...in good and bad ways. But this way is a good way, even if my fellow Lefties disagree with me on this one.

Kudos to my State senator, who co-sponsored the senate version of this legislation, and to my state rep, who at least voiced lukewarm support and whom I will hold accountable next election if she fails to vote for this.

Friday, April 03, 2009

TLA wrap-up, some brief thoughts.

The Texas Library Association 2009 conference concluded today; I attended a highly technical talk given on the MARCedit program by its creator, which was pretty cool. Much of the discussion was WAY over my head, but it was good to be exposed to the material. I also got an informed opinion on how to handle MeSH headings, and it was good advice that I will heed, and MARCedit can help manage it.

In general, I actually got a lot out of a few Web/Libr 2.0 talks this time around, not least because the speakers didn't trash library traditions or hector us to "evolve or die!" or anything like that. THAT approach usually gets my back up and puts me on the defensive. This was not the case. The presenters I watched, both prominent Library bloggers, let their humanism show and I very much appreciated their re-affirmation of core library values and commitments. It put me at ease to hear them describing wanting to use technology to re-connect people back to the reading life of books, and to foster community around reading experiences. I really needed to hear that, and it did not go unnoticed.

I will probably soften/moderate my criticism of Libr/Web 2.0 from now on by way of response. I'm enjoying reading Slow Reading by John Miedema; Mr. Miedema is a self-professed former proponent (or at least believer in) of the all-digital future, that print would be rendered obsolete by technology, etc. He no longer accepts that view, while I never did. Some of his revelations are almost amusing to me as a result. I'm glad he changed his views, but I can't help snickering sometimes at why he ever thought that way in the first place. While no doubt some of his revelations were profoundly significant to him, to me they often produce a "well, duh..." response. Still, like I said, I'm glad he turned around and joined the Humanist side contra the ueber Technocrats.

I continue to be deeply impressed by LibLime, and their support for Koha and now Biblios.net; They are shy to say so, but Biblios.net is basically an open source bibliographic metadata web Database that could potentially rival OCLC. In any case, I'm thrilled by the SLIS-educational potential of both Koha and of Biblios.net; I'm thrilled that new catalogers just graduating and seeking jobs can now use Biblios.net to build a profile of sample records and save them in Biblios.net to present to potential employers to demonstrate a knowledge of the rules and an ability to apply them. They could even get creative and catalog their own YouTube videos. That would impress me if I were looking to hire a new MLS as a Catalog librarian. It's an exciting time to be in libraries, definitely.

I thought about getting up early to attend the NextGen Reference talk, but I just couldn't drag myself out of bed this morning. I'm not sure if anyone from my institution even bothered to attend TLA. If they did, they did not attend any of the sessions I did, nor did I see any of them in the hallways of the GRB between sessions, nor on the Exhibits floor. I did see a TWU graduate student from the SLIS program whom I have been mentoring of late; this student decided to do her practicum with our tech services department. I helped her with the cataloging aspects of tech services, eventually letting her do original cataloging on a VHS tape, and also assign LC subject headings to some Texas State Documents that lacked them, which was a good intellectual exercise.

It was a very worthwhile conference, and I'm very grateful my director and assistant director gave me the leave time and funding to attend. I plan to head back to North Texas by Sunday. I am doubtful that I will attend either the next TLA in San Antonio, nor the next one after that in Austin. I will go again when it swings back around to Dallas, assuming I'm still in the same position by that time, which I probably will be, if all continues to go well.

I remain skeptical of RDA and am going to continue researching the topic; I got some good tips at TLA of some RDA skeptics besides Michael Gorman (who I nevertheless adore and respect). LC treats RDA like the US Gov't treats AIG...as "Too Big To Fail". Psychology of past investment, all that. We'll see.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

TLA Preconference - RDA

In a word: Disappointing. Very long on theory (most of the morning), rehashing much of what I already got from my last RDA workshop. I found myself nodding off intermittently. I found the breaks in between sessions more informative, listening to colleagues chew over FRBR/RDA, many with their own private "WTF?" moments amongst themselves and their intimate colleagues. I made mental notes of who around me seemed to be having issues and philosophical objections similar to my own thoughts.

The morning session seemed devoted to a type of RDA cheerleading and futurist hype and enthusiasm. All well and good but I wanted to see the Demo and examples set for the afternoon, as well as the implementation guidelines. I walked down the street for lunch to the Home Plate Bar & Grill, right next to Minute Maid Park and grabbed a burger, fries, and a fountain drink. I skimmed my copy of Slow Reading by John Miedema while I waited for my food, and during the slower parts of the presentation, too, to be honest.

The Demo turned out to be merely more power point slides, this time of screen shots of what the working RDA Online product is supposed to look like; The actual database is still behind schedule, still not online yet.

The Examples were okay, but riddled with annoying typos and errors...some due to rule changes enacted after the packets were put together, but some just...ugh. Ms. Tillett apologized for the "minor typos", but I could only do a "facepalm" after awhile, since there are no "minor typos" in cataloging, only cataloging errors. As examples showing the difference between RDA and AACR2r2, they were inconsistent.

Some of the changes I have no objection to, like ditching the "rule of three" and listing ALL authors credited on a multi-author work. I can even (maybe) live with adjusting title punctuation to match exactly what appears on the item in lieu of time-honored AACR "Sentence punctuation" style. I'm less thrilled with ditching abbreviations. On the surface, to an English-only audience, this sounds like a great idea at first, but when you think about it in an international context, do we really want to deal with full phrasing in so many foreign languages, or a unified system of abbreviations that is truly international, especially the latin ones. I think this will make more of a mess of things than we currently deal with.

As one colleague summarized near the end of the day, this has always been about display issues from vendors and how much (or how little) of the encoded MARC data they use and how they choose to display it, regardless if the MARC data was input using AACR2r2 or RDA. I still remain unconvinced of the need for such a radical revision of the cataloging code if we're primarily talking about a display issue in OPACs that already don't take full advantage of what MARC can do now, informed by AACR2r2. But LC seems determined to push ahead come hell or high water and will implement regardless, which is a truly frightening prospect on some levels. OCLC is also on board, which will drag the rest of us along, ready or not. Ms. Tillett did confirm that "Work" level records would be treated as their own new kind of Authority record, managed by LC in cooperation with OCLC. Which I kind of suspected would have to be the case.

The discussion kind of bogged down in the afternoon. I still fail to see why authority controlled Uniform Titles as currently exist in AACR2r2 don't already meet the FRBR goals that everyone is so passionate about, which leads one to question the need for the theoretically problematic "work" level records proposed by a more strict interpretation of FRBR and realized by RDA. There was a lot of nice talk about resource sharing and cooperative cataloging and "future search tools" but not much substance at this stage. I'm glad LC is at least going to be testing this stuff before releasing it more generally. I have my doubts as to how thorough the testing will be, who can comment on the results, and if their comments will be given any weight, or if RDA will be implemented regardless of the results because it's "too big to fail", i.e. too much time and money and effort has been poured into this enterprise and there's too much psychology of prior investment to really let it go, as the Working Group Report as much as recommended some time ago (specifically it was counseled to "suspend work on RDA"), but which LC brusquely brushes aside as an unthinkable option.

I got the sense, too, that what's really driving this decision is the perception that this can make current copy-cataloging practices even more efficient and cost-saving by going with RDA by linking and by eliminating as much redundancy from the system as possible. Never mind that redundant systems are not always a bad thing--ask USAF pilots who fly the A-10 about that.

I'm writing this post only a few hours after the meeting broke up, while it is fresh on my mind. My opinions at this point are highly subjective, I'm just getting ideas down in pixel form while they're still percolating in my head. I may revise my positions later.

The afternoon Q&A after the "examples" session ran so long that we didn't have time at all to touch on RDA implementation recommendations whatsoever. That was really disappointing, though I do think the Q&A was valuable and important. I'm a little sour at their calling the "Demo" a Demo. It's not a demo unless it's online and live. What we got, in effect, is an artist rendering of a demo, not the demo itself.

I don't know that I'm any closer to writing a professional article, either in Cataloging and Classification Quarterly or some other related professional periodical; I still am acutely aware that I'm a lightweight when it comes to cataloging theory and practice. But I'm afraid I left today's session with yet more questions than answers about RDA. RDA = Resource Description and Access. Also known to some as "Retirement Day Approaches" or to us young'uns as "Real Disaster Ahead". It may be that it's pointless to quibble about the philosophical shortcomings of FRBR, as Ms. Tillett asserted that other nations had been successfully using the model for years (though I would have appreciated viewing some concrete examples of this). But with RDA, I still have a lot of misgivings and remain skeptical. I'd like to withhold final judgment until the RDA preliminary alpha and beta testing are complete and the results published and critiqued.

RDA's vagueness still leaves me ill at ease and in some ways seems almost to run against the logic of FRBR. In some ways, after it was explained to us, it seemed--at least to me--that SOME existing AACR2r2 practices come closer to the FRBR ideals than RDA does. I remain perplexed, sad to say.

It was worth attending this pre-conference, by all means, but I was disappointed by the actual delivery. Like I said, too much time spent on theory and rah-rah, not enough time on the demo, on concrete examples, and on implementation recommendations and planning. It's all so @#@$%! speculative still.

Anyway, those are my thoughts. Interestingly, Aggie Librarian got to sit next to an actual Texas A&M main campus cataloger who was very nice and amiable. Quite pretty, too. I learned that TAMUG personnel are a back in Galveston and no longer in B/CS. So it seems they got back to Pelican Island on schedule. Well, good for them. I also heard that budgets are tightening at TAMU (as expected) and that most catalogers these days are focusing on archival materials, which is more or less the same story for me up in Denton, since, as with my TAMU colleagues, it's the main source of original cataloging that we have on hand to deal with. Unlike them, I still pitch in to do plenty my own copy-cataloging and re-cataloging, too. But thank goodness for unique archival materials to keep our skills sharp.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Copyright, Copyfight

One of my favorite tags on BoingBoing.net is "copyfight". I religiously follow all BoingBoing blog posts tagged with this. It's a topic I care about passionately, even if I don't always fully understand it and always feel like I'm playing catch-up.

As much as the Aggie Librarian hates to admit it, he stumbled into a copyright boo-boo when enthusiastically digitizing and uploading an old video yeabook project done by his High School graduating class of 1989. Being silly kids, of course they just added whatever audio content they wanted, mostly popular music of the reining Zeitgeist. It was a video made by friends, for friends, it was never intended for world-wide distribution. Enter the Internet, and the digital conversion of raw VHS footage into editible and uploadable .mwv format, and throw in social networking sites like YouTube and Facebook.

Long story short, my offending videos got yanked--eventually. MySpace is far and above the most rigorous; Facebook found the offending content eventually, and found it again when I tried using a non-descript title and vague caption description. YouTube took by far the longest to locate and disable the same video. MySpace notified me of my error immediately, as did Facebook, when they finally took action. YouTube, most distressingly, disable the video without so much as a peep...not an email, not a comment, nothing. It took me awhile to realize that video wasn't showing up on my channel and go digging for it and find out what the issue was (well, I kinda figured what it would be, but...); Anyway, I found it--this takedown must have been awhile back because current YouTube practice has been modified; now, YouTube will merely disable the audio, leaving you with a silent movie. This was kind of crappy, but at least you could, in theory, record your own voiceover commentary or something.

I had read only in passing about YouTube's "Audio Swap" functionality and assumed it meant you could use it to record a lame-ass voiceover or something and didn't investigate further. When YouTube finally disabled my offending video, I investigated the Audio Swap option because YouTube presented it to me as the only way I could get my video reposted again on my channel. Fine, I said, and clicked on the button.

I was surprised how sophisticated the choices were for Audio Swap. In short order I found a peppy Pop tune that I could use legally as a substitute audio for my video. Since the video contained lots of images of senior prom, I chose a song called "Beautiful People", since this seemed apt; a lot of the girls who went to my High School and were featured in the video were indeed hot. It wasn't the 80s classic tune that was our Class/Prom Theme song, but since that was under copyright and since the licensing fees to use it were outrageously expensive, the generic pop tune was the best compromise I could reach.

I soon realized that the "Audio Swap" functionality could be used for ANY video I had uploaded, not just my one posting with a copyright violation. I had a lot of content that was long and frankly not very interesting from an audio standpoint. I was involved in NJROTC in High School, and my mom videotaped a lot of our events, which I have subsequently digitized. Basically it is of our Male Armed Drill Team marching around doing Exhibition Drill, different meet after meet. If you can hear the commander at all (assuming he's not drowned out by construction equipment, or high winds), all you here is standard military cadence, and the relevant commands given to execute each move. It's interesting maybe the first 2 times you watch, but after you've seen one and enjoyed its nostalgia value, that's about it by way of interest.

I realized I needed to kick these videos up a notch, as the Cajun chefs say. I decided I needed music with a driving beat; I experimented with both Heavy Metal and Dance Electronica/Techno samples from YouTube's vast generic music files. YouTube lets you preview and sample various selections before finally picking on your ideal choice, so you can pick just the right music to synch up with the on-screen action. Once you've made your match, you click on a button to swap out the original audio for the music, and within an hour or so the audio conversion is done and you've got your newly minted music video...your image content happily married to YouTube-kosher audio content.

Of course, the coolest aspect of all this is the fact that of course none of this audio content was just created ex nihilo. No, these are pieces of music composed and performed by small, up-and-coming indy bands. They clearly enter into a special contract with YouTube to grant limited license use of their material for its customers; In return, YouTube supplies an automatic link to iTunes for viewers of the video to go and purchase the song if they like what they hear. YouTube does this automatically and the owner of the video content doesn't have to do anything, it's an automatic (required) feature of the "Swap Audio" feature.

What is hilarious about this is that newer bands are reaping the benefits of a new market that older, "established" musicians and mainstream record labels have stupidly priced themselves out of completely. This generic music isn't famous, but I'll tell you, it's not bad either...it's actually reasonable quality stuff and I really have enjoyed sampling the various tracks trying to find that perfect fit between my visual content and the audio content on offer. I feel like a professional videographer doing this sh*t. It's way cool. It gives the new band lots of exposure, and lets them "go viral" easily. If a lot of YouTube users like their stuff and use their music over and over in their home movies, the tunes will prove catchy and people will buy their downloads and CDs and forget about/bypass the major record labels with their old business models built on traditional, highly restrictive copyright. It's a win-win, it's a beautiful free market solution to a stupid situation that warms the heart even of this crusty old socialist.

Maybe someday the big stupid dinosaurs like the RIAA will catch on and start offering their content for limited online use at something like a reasonable rate...say twice the cost of a regular internet download on iTunes for limited exclusive use of their audio content on 1 social networking site at a time, just click a little paypal-type button and you're done. Hell, I ended up buying a digital copy of that mainstream tune that got yanked from my original video because I remembered how much I loved the song.

Some progressive recording artists are surrendering to the inevitable and creating their own free YouTube channels, like Billy Joel. He knows people want his content, so fine, he just puts it out there on his channel...not everything, but enough to hook you in.

The Audio Swap option, created as a lawsuit dodge alternative by YouTube is a compromise; You don't get the stuff you hear on the radio that everyone knows and has known for the past 30-40 years...but in exchange you get new and innovative stuff that NOBODY knows about but will positively LOVE once they hear it. I'm serious! My "view" counters on ALL my videos with "swapped" music audio have spiked since I successfully completed the swaps. People love this! It makes my videos more interesting and watchable, and it gives the bands in question great viral exposure to a wider audience that would otherwise not have been possible through more traditional means. It runs counterintuitively to the way copyright is supposed to work and protect artists and I absolutely love that.

Don't get me wrong, even these generic bands should have the right to sue the pants off of other bands that pirate their stuff and pass it off as their own. That's just not cool...unless they improve on it and do it better than you then hey, sucks to be you. Like people complaining about how Maldroid ripped off from Joy Division to do "He Said, She Said". And I'm like, so frickin' what? Maldroid did it better, end of story. Their song is just plain a better song, more listenable, etc. Joy Division has street cred, they've been around way longer and became the basis for New Order, yada yada, but on that one song, I'm sorry dude, but Maldroid wins it.

There is still a place and a role for copyright. I hate that the Japanese anime industry is suffering because of hacker fansubs that undercut their product; it also takes money from dedicated English dub actors, who are very cool people--definitely a bummer and not a cool thing to do. The Japanese studios should sue the crap out of the unscrupulous pirates. I love that they're doing more adult/mature content these days but maybe they need to re-diversify and capture back some of the kid market as well, to have solid footing. We adult Otaku love our stuff alright, but they need to keep their audience base wide and diverse to stay viable. Catering exclusively to Geekdom is a path to ruin, I'm sad to say.

Anyway, I've been eager to blog about this since last night; finally to commit this to writing.

Monday, March 02, 2009

FRBR really is FUBAR

I attended an informal local workshop on RDA this morning, and now I can more clearly say what I long suspected; FRBR is FUBAR, from the bottom up. I better understand now that FRBR is sort of Platonist in its view of the bibliographic universe, which explains my almost instinctual inherent dislike for it, since I myself am undoubtedly much more Aristotelian (and materialist) in my Outlook. FRBR insists on a Platonic Form-like Abstraction called "The Work", which then filters down from there to Expression, to Manifestation, to Item. As a good Aristotelian, I junk all this higher "form" nonsense out the window and start with as my starting point the real object in my hand or before my eyes, which can be apprehended by my six human senses. That's been the basis of cataloging recorded information for over a century. What good is an abstraction like "The Work" anyway, that isn't already adequately addressed by the feature of Uniform Title in AACR2r2? (answer: none)

One is struck by the irony that the name Resource Description and Access was chosen over AACR3 because the intent was to make it more "international" in scope, less explicitly "Anglo-American" in name; And yet by replacing standardized Latin abbreviations and other notation in AACR2r2 with full English phrases, RDA is in actual content far MORE "Anglo-American" than even the AACR2r2 it seeks to supersede.

I also find it laughable that bad RDA structure and bad writing can be excused with "but it's supposed to be hyper-linked online!", or that it will be better than the version of AACR2r2 that currently comes bundled with Cataloger's Desktop, pooh-poohed as "not user friendly". Fine, that's a programming issue that you can fix without revamping the entire cataloging code. Same with the abbreviations; a vendor could tweak programming to allow a user to "mouse over" those abbreviations and get a fuller explanation if the need it...the full latin words spelled out plus an English gloss (or other language depending on the main users' language needs) for the same. This can already be done in OCLC records to identify libraries by their 3 digit codes, and I'm sure an OPAC vendor could incorporate the same or similar technology.

Supposedly RDA is superior to AACR2r2 at handling electronic resources, but I've yet to see a compelling example that I find convincing. I laughed out loud and said aloud twice "this is supposed to be an improvement!?" The haphazard structure of RDA compared to the clean orderliness of AACR2r2 is simply laughable.

The lecturer today predicted that with RDA implementation we might expect 5-6 years of "happy chaos" before things settle down again. In other circles, this is colloquially known as nothing short of a revolution. It's the kind of comment that makes me want to grip my copy of AACR2r2, dig in my heels, and say, all Charleton Heston like "From My Cold Dead Hands!!"

But then, I'm a Texan...and we always like to re-fight the hopeless battles like the Siege at the Alamo. Though sometimes we win our San Jacintos against all odds, too.

But at bottom, it's the inherent Platonism of FRBR, which underlies RDA, that I have my issue with. There's no such thing as "The Work" in the abstract...and some FRBR proponents and theorists even agree with me on this point. Where we disagree is whether this abstraction is even useful or not. To the FRBR folks, it is. To me, it isn't. All that exists are individual, particular items. We build and share our cataloging upon that. Even Homer's Odyssey, in the original Greek, is based on some particular surviving manuscript *somewhere*, not just floating out in the ether somewhere. We deal in the subset of RECORDED information within the total information universe. If it's not recorded on some medium of some kind, it's irrelevant to us. Relationships are already established and traced in AACR2r2 by means of Uniform Titles, which are controlled and can be referenced. Restructuring via FRBR yields know advantages that I can think of, and is so vague and subjective it isn't "Functional" at all but rather Dysfunctional. DRBR is closer to the truth, if FRBR is forced on libraries. Dysfunctional Requirements for Bibliophile Rubes.

Oh, and the obligatory cheer-leading for the Death of MARC at the end of the talk that is of course par for the course. Ok, sure, maybe MARCxml will be a useful next step, but I don't see the core MARC standard ever going away completely. Just too cost prohibitive to shift on a worldwide scale.

These speakers even admitted that cost consideration was not within their purview. Well, ok, but somebody DOES need to consider that before going forward with implementation of this dreck. These decisions do have financial implications that aren't to be made lightly.

I left the workshop wholly unconvinced of the necessity of RDA, with a deeper understanding of its philosophical errors, and a more robust appreciation for AACR2r2. I remain a hopeless, book-bound Neo-Luddite on these matters, I suppose.
It provides some measure of comfort that my take on this is basically in line with senior catalogers on AUTOCAT whose opinions I hold in the highest regard but who are also largely ignored by the Joint Steering Committee, more or less.

I'm all happy for the info scientists to go develop new metadata standards for their precious electronic resources and digital images and whatsits...where I draw the line is when they go dicking around with the bibliographic control of monographs that is tried, true and tested and does not need to be f*cked with. First, do no harm, as another profession puts it. FRBR will actively wreak havoc and turn centuries old cataloging principles on their heads, and so will RDA.

For now, best to just batten down the hatches and ride out the storm. I think the other side will collapse from their own hubris and internal contradictions, but there's no guarantee. It may take an outside influence, like an energy crisis, to shock enough library leaders into reconsidering the all-digital future pipe dream.
Only time will tell.

That's all I've got for now, Aggie Librarian over and out.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Herding Cats, or organizing the unchurched.

I've been in this little college town for over a year now, and while I was initially encouraged by the existence of such organizations as the North Texas Church of Freethought, and the Free Thought Alliance (FTA) of UNT, I found that NTCOF, based out of Irving, Texas, was just a long darn way to drive, even only once a month. Same was true of many other atheist/agnostic/freethought groups in and around the DFW Metroplex. I found myself unwilling to drive out to Plano, or Arlington, or Fort Worth, or downtown Dallas, just to participate in these groups. It was all just too damned far from "Little d". Even here in "Little d", the UNT chapter of Free Thought Alliance, though I did enjoy attending one or two meetings and one or two parties, their limitations as a campus-based group--and not my campus--became readily apparent. They meet 5pm sharp, on the UNT campus, which is extremely inconvenient for someone who doesn't get off work until 5pm, and whose own campus isn't on the same side of town as theirs. The practical reality is I'd be 30 minutes late at best, each and every time, and that got old. They also hosted stuff on the UNT campus during the week and during working hours, which, while ideal for on-campus students, were impossible for those not attending UNT or working as a UNT staffer.

While my campus, TWU, has more Christian groups than I can count on both hands, I don't think they have a single atheist/agnostic/freethought type group of any description. Women, lamentably, tend to be more religious than men, which is especially unfortunate considering just how misogynistic the "Big 3" Abrahamic religions have been for most of their history. FFRF publishes a little tract detailing just how bad religion is (and has been) for women, actually...something I always remember when I see a spontaneous bible study either on campus or downtown...especially a group of women being led by a guy evangelist.

Anyway, more out of exasperation than anything, I decided to take the plunge and found my own Denton-centric "Meetup.com" group for Atheists. I didn't include Agnostics in my group description for a couple of reasons. One, because I once married a wishy-washy agnostic who ended up reverting back to something resembling the Fundamentalism of her youthful upbringing, making our already eventual difficult divorce that much uglier. Two, because a lot of people say "agnostic" out of a sense of politeness when "atheist" really is the more accurate word for their real worldview. Three, because technically speaking, agnosticism and atheism are not mutually exclusive positions. Case in point, I am myself an agnostic atheist. Meaning that sure, I don't know for absolute certain that there is no supreme being/god thing, but at the same time I lack any kind of active belief in such an entity. I'm skeptical of religious claims, critical of religious moral systems predicated on the necessary existence of a divine law giver, etc.

The stubborn, fence-sitting agnostic who feels superior to self-proclaimed atheists and believers alike is a confused, self-absorbed poser who I just have neither the time or patience to deal with. They're trying to maintain an artificial position of absolute neutrality that is simply untenable, in part because it relies on a distorted definition of what atheism is so that it can contrast itself with a straw man rather than the real deal.

I had to pony up a stiff start-up fee for a six-month run, about $72 bucks, so yes, I will be charging a minimal fee at meetings (one buck per person per meeting) until I recoup these costs. There seemed to be a core cadre of people interested in this meetup, and wanting it in Denton, but for months nobody (including me) was willing to pony up the cash and the organizational moxie to make it happen. Well, I finally stepped up to the plate and took a swing. It remains to be seen if I can hit a home run or I will strike out with this group concept. I emphatically do not want to steal any thunder from FTA over at UNT. I love those guys, and I think they do great work for their core base, but it just wasn't working out for ME personally, and I want to connect with other nonbelievers in similar circumstances to my own...working adults for whom UNT-FTA isn't practical, and for whom it's too far to go to Plano, Arlington, Dallas, etc. I've had one committed member join...from McKinney. Ok, not precisely what I was looking for, but if we're closer than any of his other options, he's welcome to come out here. I just really hope we get some actual Denton residents to show interest and more importantly SHOW UP. I'd like to see us patronize local Denton businesses wherever possible and avoid chain places. That has nothing to do with my atheism, of course, it's just good citizenship and keeping money in the local economy rather than sending it out of the community, something I feel is kind of important from an economic point of view.

I'm also founding this group because I've just noticed more and more bible studies popping up at local coffee houses that I haunt, and they annoy me. Around Christmas time a church group came around passing out pamphlets and claiming to want to sing Christmas carols, but printed in the pamphlets were none of the crowd-pleasing holiday favorites that everybody knows but rather all were explicitly Christian religious hymns. I thought this was supremely annoying and I made a point of utterly ignoring them and continuing to talk to my friend during their "concert", and to crack jokes poking fun at religion. If they'd stayed with mainly secular seasonal songs that are classic American favorites, even this crusty old atheist might've joined in, but their having to bash everyone over the head with overly religious songs...forget it.

There are few things as disappointing as seeing a really pretty girl out in public who you're moderately interested in pull out a bible while in a circle of her girlfriends and you realize it's a bible study group. This has already happened to me at least once so far. Even the same girl lighting a cigarette instead isn't nearly as much of a turn off as that. If the girl's pretty enough, and charming enough, I can forgive the smoking. I've kissed smokers, and yeah, it's kind of yuck, but it's still a kiss, and a prolonged, lingering kiss is pretty damn awesome, even from a smoker. But I don't care how hot or good looking a girl may be, if she's got religion on the brain she's damaged goods as far as I'm concerned. Hellbound, promiscuous sluts are way more my type. ;-) But only if they're bona fide atheists, not the "mad at God" emo-chick/faux "atheists"...I don't want a young lady to hop in the sack with me because she's mad at God for hating her gay male best friend or let her kid sister die of a horrible disease or in a car accident or something. Such people may call themselves atheists out of confusion, but such persons are just as likely to revert back to a modified theism as to really become a mature, rationally-grounded atheist. When I finally rid myself of any last vestige of the God delusion, I found myself incredibly at peace. If the world was f*cked up, it wasn't because of the will of some divine being, but because of the actions and inactions of ordinary people. Instead of waiting for holy deliverance, one had to get off one's duff and do something in the world.

I do have a close friend at UNT, who also works in the library world, and who is also an atheist, and we do hang out together a great deal, but at times it feels like it's just the two of us against the world, and I'd like to know there's more than just two atheists in this little college town for frak's sake. Also, I learned that UNT's FTA has "Officer's Meetings" which welcome general members which are held at a time and place that actually *does* work for me, so actually I will try to start showing up to that, and won't schedule my Meetup.com group to conflict with that. On my Meetup.com group, I specifically encourage UNT students to seek out their campus FTA *first* before joining my Meetup group. TWU students I tell to go ahead an join the Meetup.com group, because I don't think we have any similar campus group at all.

I thought about calling the group "Denton Secularists" or "Denton Secular Alliance" or some variation thereof to avoid the Atheist label, but then I said no, I want to go ahead and embrace the scarlet "A"; Only time will tell if this was a tactical mistake or a wise marketing decision or not.

Higher Ed bill in Texas that I support.

Here's a piece of legislation I'm keeping tabs on and that I would very much like to see pass, eventually if not this session:

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SB 1164 by State Sen. Jeff Wentworth (R-San Antonio)/ HB 1893 by State Rep. Joe Driver (R-Garland) Campus Personal Protection Act would repeal the Texas Penal Code ban for the possession of handguns by concealed handgun licensees (CHLs) on certain college and university properties currently prohibited by law. Individuals who have passed extensive state and federal criminal records checks, completed rigorous training requirements, and been issued licenses to carry handguns for self-defense by the Texas Department of Public Safety should not be prohibited from protecting themselves in so-called "gun-free zones" that currently exist around post secondary educational institutions in Texas. The House Law Enforcement Committee was charged with studying this issue over the interim, and their report is available at www.house.state.tx.us
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Current law says your CHLs is invalid on the premises of any school, including universities, and "premises" is defined as being inside any building. As a practical matter this means I'm barred from entering any building on campus if I am otherwise legally carrying concealed. As a matter of law, I could walk all around the campus with my permit and concealed handgun and so long as I never entered an actual building, I'd be obeying the statute. As a practical reality, when I do carry and am on foot, I stay away from campus entirely. Even though I would be perfectly within my rights driving through campus while carrying concealed, I tend to avoid it, obey the speed limit exactly, etc, to reduce the likelihood of being stopped by a campus police officer who may not understand the finer nuances of the CHL statute and what it allows and what it doesn't.

It means that I walk to and from work disarmed. I can and do carry everywhere else permitted by law, but currently work is not one of those places. I know I'm not the only library staff member who thinks this is nutty, but there's a marked reluctance to talk about this issue in any kind of organized way. Our student body is probably either too apathetic, or uninformed or mis-informed to organize around this issue. Our faculty, especially the nursing faculty, are openly hostile to such a measure, based on pacifistic and delusional attitudes all too common to the medical profession, sad to say. In sum, I don't think enough pressure can be mounted from below upon university administrations, but rather that their hand will have to be forced by the legislature.

Until then, I will continue to obey the law, however much I may personally disagree with it. I admit I was skeptical of concealed carry when it was proposed in the 1990s. But when Bush signed it into law and not only did the streets not turn into the OK Corral nor run red with blood and crime rates actually dropped, I reconsidered my position(s). In hindsight I think passing Texas's CHL statute into law was the only really good thing Bush did as governor, and the late Ann Richards's vetoing of the same legislation the one thing I can say I didn't like about her tenure as governor. I first started getting interested in firearms when I was a librarian down in Galveston, Texas, working for TAMUG. I purchased a Mossberg 12 gauge for home defense (which I still own and maintain for that purpose), and my first "deer" rifle, a .30-.30 Marlin levergun. It was on sale at Wal-Mart, which was preparing to get out of the gun biz at the time. Down in Galveston, though, I was still too chicken to purchase a serious handgun for personal defense, or unwilling to spend the money. At that time I'd only ever shot a .38 snub before, and mostly only my .22 LR Ruger Mark II. I had no experience with platforms like 9mm, .40 S&W, or .45 ACP; I was fearful of the recoil, etc.

I've come a long way since then, now owning at least one handgun chambered in the most popular calibers on the US market, both semiautos and revolvers. I've taken all of them to the range, become familiar and comfortable with their operation, and though it's not hard to do, I was only 2 points short of a perfect score on my CHL marksmanship test. Still looking forward to getting into more IDPA stuff this year, preferably close to Denton. I don't practice as much as I'd like to...I have debts to pay and ammo's not cheap these days.

Anyway, I've written to my state rep and state sentator in my capacity as a private citizen of the State of Texas, to urge them to support this amendment to the CHL statutes. I think it has a decent chance of passing, and Rick Perry has made noises in the recent past of being in favor of such a change to the law. I hope TSRA holds him to it when the time comes.

This change, for me, has a higher priority than the more controversial proposals out there to go back to legal "open carry" for handguns, which hasn't been legal in Texas since probably the 1860s or so, and its prohibition is said to have played a small role in the final gunfight that fatally wounded Texas outlaw and legend Sam Bass. Still, Texas is one of the few states in the union that criminalizes the open carry of handguns. Technically you can already legally openly carry long guns in Texas, but its not a practice I would recommend. I could sling my Marlin .30-30 on my shoulder and walk to the grocery store; I wouldn't do that, of course, even though technically it isn't illegal in Texas. OC for handguns is illegal, and so is "failure to conceal" for a CHL holder; If your sidearm "prints" on your exterior clothing, for example, you could be cited for failure to conceal. This can be tricky in Texas in the summer, but not impossible to avoid.

While I'm not necessarily opposed to OC for handguns in principle, as a practical reality, even Rick Perry has cold feet on the issue. Its time hasn't come yet, I feel, and I'd rather see CHL expanded and improved first, as far as legislative priorities go. Even if OC were legalized and campus carry permitted *including* OC (and we're a LONG way away from that yet), I would still opt to go concealed rather than open as a matter of personal preference. I can be safe, and keep others safe, but avoid freaking people out unnecessarily. I can see why some business owners might like to be able to OC, just like gun store employees already legally can. And I think Texans would get used to it eventually. But until it becomes legal and then so commonplace as to scarcely merit a mention, I prefer to legally carry *concealed* where the law allows. It's working on expanding that "where the law allows" part that is of chief concern to me right now.

I did put in a good word for OC to my state rep and my state senator, but I don't expect much traction on that issue yet.

Currently reading...and a rant

Currently reading _The Black Swan: The Impact of the Highly Improbable_ by Nassim Nicholas Taleb and also Neil Postman's classic _Teaching as a Subversive Activity_. There's a nice confluence between where I am in Taleb's book and where I am in Postman's book, especially on issues about perception, knowledge and language.

Very cool stuff.

Been very busy, sorry for the long silence and dearth of recent postings.

Finally renewed my ALA, TLA, and PLG memberships, in that order.

Looking forward to TLA at the end of March/start of April. It's down in Houston this year, which means I can stay at Mom & Dad's place for free. Nice.

There's also an local workshop on RDA being done by UNT-SLIS on Monday. TWU has decided to let most of our small Tech Services Department attend as well.

I went out to UNT's Discovery Park to familiarize myself with the territory, as I'd never before driven out there before. The property used to belong to TI but was recently bought by UNT. Basically it is the home for the College of Engineering, but SLIS is now out there, too, evacuating their former home in the old ISB in the heart of the main campus.

The hype, of course, is to symbolize SLIS's growing technological and scientific acumen. Walking on the actual grounds you can see it for the sham it really is. While all the other departments in the building are clearly delineated and defined, with appropriate signage on their front doors, declaring their identity, the School of Library and Information Sciences, while it is identifiable (albeit spread out) on the building floor plan, is not at all readily identifiable just walking around on the 2nd floor. Especially amid all the impressive mechanical engineering equipment in and around the building, visible through Plexiglas walls, exposed pipes, etc, the SLIS department seems woefully out of place, seemingly stuck there as an afterthought. The "Information Scientists" rubbing shoulders with all those, ahem, real scientists, must get kind of embarrassing; maybe that's why SLIS doesn't label their front door like everybody else.

UNT SLIS, which exists to produce ALA-accredited Masters of Library Science (MLS) to become working professional librarians, and trains teachers to become state-certified School librarians...whose students are frequently non-traditional age students, even by grad school standards...who frequently work full time and attend classes in the evening, on weekends and online...many of the Library science books of the former SciTech collection have now proudly been moved out to Discovery Park, which has its own Library (curiously divided into two unconnected sections inside the same building)...that is closed on weekends. Way to foster that information access there, guys...at least OUR library science collection IS available on weekends in Denton, so teachers needing to come to check out books on weekends can at least come to our library with their TexShare cards and not be totally hosed. The callous stupidity of this just really infuriated me today. The image is more important than reality...the hallmark of the recently concluded G.W. Bush era, I should note in passing. Yes, yes, I know more and more information is available online, yada yada; Things were bad enough when I was in UNT-SLIS from 2002-2004. If I were just now beginning my MLS instead of working as a librarian, the current farcical situation resulting from SLIS's recent move to Discovery Park would have definitely helped me overcome my male ego issues and today I would be enrolling at TWU instead to get my MLS. I've always long had a preference for the way TWU-SLIS was organized, in its recognition of the humanistic aspects of librarianship, even going so far as to offer a longer degree program specifically called "Master of Arts, Librarianship" (MALS) that I think truly captures what is essential in becoming a librarian. UNT was already techno-fetish crazy in the late 1990s and early 2000s, but now...now they're plumb off the deep end into delusional fantasy land. I didn't think they could get much worse in the early 2000s, but boy was I wrong. The poverty of my imagination at that point, being unable to conceive how much more pretentious and silly UNT-SLIS could become is really unforgivable. I should definitely have known better.

Although I wish sometimes that I worked for a larger university, in a larger metro area with more culture, an abundance of foreign language departments, etc, I still love that I can walk to work. I still love that I work in a beautiful building that actually looks like a library is supposed to look. I love that every day I'm working to make its collections more accessible not just to its students on campus but to the world at large through WorldCat. I love that I sometimes get to tackle reference questions, especially surrounding cataloging & classification issues.

Hard to believe the Denton Arts & Jazz Festival will soon be upon us again, and after that the Texas Scottish Festival in Arlington, and Scarborough Faire down in Waxahachie. I enjoyed these last year and look forward to going back to these events again this year. Denton's a pretty neat little place, I have to say. I plan to stay put for awhile.