Been reviewing the American Library Association Conference Schedule and having second thoughts about attending. There's only 2 dedicated sessions to my specialty, Interlibrary Loan, and even these are oriented to Academic ILL operations, less so Public Libraries. There are 2 sessions on better serving neurodivergent readers, as well as 3 sessions on Japanese manga/Korean manwha in library collections that caught my eye. I'm sure the Intellectual Freedom Awards ceremony will feel very uplifting, and there's even a session on overcoming Imposter Syndrome that I can't deny would be personally beneficial. I've only ever been to the Texas Library Association annual meeting before as my only basis of comparison. A lot of the sessions give off the feeling of a tent revival but for Librarianship and Intellectual Freedom. Nothing wrong about that.
But six whole nights in Philadelphia is a considerable expense and I'm having second thoughts. I have about 10 days to back out no harm no foul. Might have to eat the airfare but I got a good deal on Southwest so it wouldn't be that bad. I could get the hotel money back and a partial refund on the conference costs. I'm torn because I really really want to finally visit Philadelphia for probably the first and only time in my life, real bucket list kind of thing...but at the same time....six nights is six nights and OOOF. I can probably find enough things on the schedule each day that will be worthwhile showing up for but I need to keep scrutinizing the schedule by keyword search and planning it out day by day. I also want to fit in some sight seeing and even signed up for an official bus tour sponsored by ALA around Philly-area libraries which ought to be fun. There are a lot of sessions on Black Librarianship that would be morally uplifting to attend, even as a cis het white dude I'm not the target audience....but these sessions do proudly proclaim "welcome to all". Just wanna come, shut up & listen and LEARN, y'know? Resisting anti-Black racism is part and parcel of the overall fight against American Fascism. Fighting anti-LGBT censorship is also Anti-Fascism.
I want to go to the American Library Association while it still exists for me to go to at all. I want to go to see and be seen and spread the word back home, y'know? Idealistic? Yes. Expensive? Very. But possibly the experience of a lifetime? Also very possible. But six nights, 5 days away from work, that's a huge investment, not sure it's one I can make and still do the Canada travel still want to do this year. *Sigh*